I love him fearlessly with so much fear. How is that?
I give him my love fearlessly with the fear that he will never feel the same.
You ever just put your heart out there with blind faith and not know where you stand?
This is where I am. Wanting him, needing him. Questioning everything. Who I am. Who I am to him. Where we are. What our future holds.
It’s not that I want to be loved so bad, is that I want him to love me so good. To be his absolute everything as he is to me.
It’s sucks not knowing where you stand and when they just can’t tell you, is where you start wondering if you, indeed, are enough for their heart to hold onto.
I want so bad to be his heart, his love, his home.
Finding your worth is a lot harder than when you are in the dark.
I know I am worthy, but sometimes I don’t feel he sees that.
He is my heart. He is my future. I love him deep in my soul.
I just wish he felt the same love. That he never had to question if I am worth it. If we are worth it.
I know there is something special, something different. Something real about him. I feel that. I know it.
I keep saying to myself, The one who says I can’t love you, once loved someone unconditionally. And that Is what i see. He once, twice and more times loved someone so unconditionally, that he hasn’t any left for me.
My biggest fear is that he doesn’t have love left in his heart to give to me. I do hope he sees my unconditional, love and support. Absolutely since day one. I keep thinking that he’ll come around and realize this is it. It can be our end all be all. And I will fear no more.
